Tales of an wondering idiot

1:55PM

9:10PM - Sorta fits..

I tashte like Alcohol. Heh. Heh. I taste like beer. I like beer. Buy me a beer. I'm not drunk, I can drink plenty without... What was I saying? Beer. What Flavour Are You?

6:11PM

Wow, today sucked pretty bad.

I was so siked about this Saturday all week cuz I had two shoots going on that were going to be alot of fun. I was going to spend the afternoon with "Modern Miracle" in the studio and takes pics of them recording. And then when I got back from that, I had a shoot with Charity. Charity is a working model so I was really looking forward to doing that.

First bad thing that happened was that I missed my ride to go with the band do to a miscommunication with one of the members and I ended up waiting at the wrong house for over an hour. And that just ended up with me wasting around $20 in gas, so I was not happy about that at all.

The 2nd bad thing to happen was that Charity had to cancel with me cuz the weather was acting up and the car she drives lights don't work all that well, so we rescheduled for next week instead whenever I get back from Dallas on Weds.

So in short I'm out on all sorts of gas money and I whole wasted day.

In good news department...

I have meet not one, but two girls that I have a slight interest in at school this Fall. And they couldn't be more different. Just to give a little comparison, one is punk/rocker history major and not very shy, and the other is a straight lace girl right outa homeschool and an art major and is very shy. Both are very nice and very attractive. As soon as I get a decent thing to drive I'm going to ask one out on a date, but which one...?

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: The Forgotten - Same old Story

2:52PM - school school school

Well, my next school year starts tomorrow. I do wonder what will come out of this year. So far every year sence I was a freshman (in highschool) has had a very different feel to it. I have a feeling that this will be a great year though, and will go by fast.

I will have like, no free time what-so-ever to speak of though. I'm still going to be pulling 25-30 hours a week at CVS, still doing Crusader Photo, and on top of all that I'll be taking 18 hours this Fall. So pray and wish me luck.

I really think 'Crusader' is fixing to take off. I finialy found a place where I can have prints made up at an ok price and I'm havning some cards made up soon (Lisa.....?). With school fixing to start up, I'm sure that I'll be getting alot of buessness from my fellow students. I'm fixing to be getting a new car sometime this month, and I am more then ready for it.

I am looking for someone that is good at bulding websites so I can post up pics from my shoots on there.

Well, I guess I'll be seeing some of you tomorrow.

Current mood: anxious

Current music: my new "The Clash!!!" cd

10:11AM

Hm.....I love my morning coffee. I couldn't go through the day without it.

I came to the realization last night (while I was reading my past journals) that I am really going through an ok period in my life or I'm on the verge of even better days ahead.

1.I have a job now, and I even make money at this job. I really lucked out becouse most of the people I work with are really nice and the customers I get are ok most of the time. And this new job is going to get me my first new car, which is going to be great.

2. I have a really good group of friends for once in my life. And I mean REAL friends too, not just people I see in class everyday. I am no longer the sad little loner which no one really cared to hang out with in the past and that is a definite plus.

3. I have meet a very wonderful girl that has restored some hope in me about finding that someone. And considering my past experiences these past few years, that's a really big deal.

4. And most of all I have found something to do with my life that is not going to be a wast of time. Photograghy really has giving me somewhat of a purpose and it makes me so so happy. And the great thing about it is that I can make a career out of it and can last me the rest of my life.



And another great thing is that I'm happy most of the time, and that is great cuz that really is rare for me.

Current mood: optimistic

Current music: M&Ms - Blink 182

9:52AM

Hmm...I can't believe I got up all early to go to the gym and found out that their only open from 4-8. How lame is that? Now I have all this time before I have to head to work so I'd thought I'd just walk to the library and give an update.

First of all I had the most awesome weekend ever. Well, I guess it all really started last week on the 3rd. I ended up going to a 4th party of some of my family friends and while I was pulling up in the truck I saw my dad talking to this most attractive latina. So of course I went directly to my dad and asked my dad to introduce to his new friend. After awhile we ended up just being me and her talking most of the night untill I had to bring my mom home. So in high hopes I give her my number and we part ways.

So then some time that week she ended up giveing me a call wanting to know if I was free on the week. Trying not to sound to excited I told her that I would be more then happy to hang out with her. After spending the whole weekend with her in Nacogdoches (where she was staying) it turns out that she was only there for a visit (from Florida), but she and her mom might be moving to "Nac" sometime this year (crosses my fingers). I took alot of pics and I'll be posting them on my DA page whenever I get the film back.

Other then me metting this very wonderfull person, I have been doing nothing other then work. I am now such a hoss when it comes to one-hour photo. And I always come in whenever they call me in on my days off so I get much love. I hate dealing with the customers, but other then that it's an ok job.

And untill next time...

Current mood: optimistic

Current music: Scattered - Green Day

11:19PM

Things are now looking much better for this guy. You are now looking at the latest CVS employee. I finally have a job now and that kicks ass.

In other news...

This past week has been very interesting. One of my best friends (David) had to rush to the hospital in and have his appendicitis removed. Thank God, cuz they were able to get him there on time before it ruptured. I guess he's doing alot better, I saw him in town with his maybe new g/f.

Friday kicked alot of butt. We loaded up like four cars and headed up to Shreveport to go see a show. It was one of the best show I've ever been to, as far as local show go anyways. The opening band was "Common Curtis", which were followed by "Built for Speed" (a really awesome band), "EchoCast" (from Hollywood, Cali), and headlining was "The American Tragedy". It was my first time to see "Tragedy" live, and I have to say that I was quite impressed. The mosh pit got a little outa hand a few times I have to say. The big moment of the night was when someones elbow came in contact with the side of my face and knocked me unconscious of a little bit. Other then a little swelling there and below the eye on the other side of my face, I came out unharmed and very enthused about the show.

Current mood: energetic

Current music: Nice Guys Finish Last - Green Day

4:34PM - Really really bored....

[x] I've consumed alcohol. (used to)
[ ] I've run away from home. (wanted to a few times)
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3
[x] I own something from Hot Topic (even though I don’t like the place)
[x] I love Disney Movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes. (big time)
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I paid for that cell phone ringtone.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie. (that I got from Goodwill)
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (if I ever do you can kick me in the face)
[x] I am self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower. (never read it)
[ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I've been out of this country.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[ ] I hate white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games/video games.
[ ] I'm in a myspace relationship
[x] Gotten lost in your city. (Only when I first moved)
[x] Saw a shooting star.
[x] Been to any other countries besides the united states.
[x] I Had a serious Surgery.
[x] Gone out in public in your pajamas.
[x] I have Kissed a Stranger
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[x] Been in a fist fight. (and won)
[ ] Been arrested.
[x] laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator
[ ] Swore at your parents (I know better then to cus at my dad)
[ ] Kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] Been close to love.
[ ] Been skydiving. (will one day)
[ ] Broken a bone. (hard to believe but no)
[x] Skipped school.
[x] Flashed someone.
[x] Saw a therapist
[ ] Done a split.
[x] Played spin the bottle.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[x] Bitten someone.
[ ] Been to Niagara Falls
[x] Gotten the chicken pox
[ ] Kissed a member of the same sex
[x] Crashed into a friend's car (in a bike)
[ ] Been to Japan (will some day)
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[ ] Shoplifted.
[ ] Been fired
[ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back (*sigh*)
[x] Stole something from your job
[x] Gone on a blind date. (that is a very interesting story)
[ ] Lied to a friend
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/sub
[ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
[ ] Been to Europe.
[x] Slept with a co-worker.
[ ] Been married. (almost)
[ ] Had children.
[x] Saw someone dying.
[ ] Been to Africa
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day (Try over 1000 miles)
[x] Been to Canada
[x] Been to Mexico.
[x] Been on a plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] Thrown up in a bar
[x] Eaten Sushi.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been Skiing
[x] Met someone in person from the internet.
[x] Been moshing at a rock show. ( I own the mosh pit)
[x] Been to a moto cross show
[ ] Lost a child.
[x] Gone to college
[ ] Done hard drugs
[x] Taken painkillers
[x] Had someone cheat on you. (can I put more then one “x” in that one?)
[x] Miss someone right now.
[ ] Don't like anyone in your town enough to call them a "friend".

Current mood: bored

Current music: Wasting Time - Blink 182

10:06PM

I'm so tired of my life being so complicated. It would seem like as soon as I finly able to get things going again, something else comes up just to push me down again.....

I just wish to be over this soon.


And it doesn't help that I'm missing you so damn much when all I want to do is forget.

Current mood: aggravated

Current music: It's On - KoRn

12:47PM

"Stadiums are for spectators. We runners have nature and that is much better". -Juha Vaatainen, Finnish Olympic Coach and the 1971 European 5000- and 10,000- meter champion

9:32PM

This was a wierd weekend.

Saturday night:
+ spent the weekend at Nathans house and away from the stupid children at my house.
+/-Nathan and I heard a load explosion during a shoot. It turn out it was the energy plant in town that's on the way toward my house.

Sunday:
+ Ran into Sreytha again and she gave me her new cell number ( I havn't seen her in like a month!).
+ Went to church and was a very good sermon.
+ Nathan bought "Saw" and I...saw?...it for the first time. Badass movie.
- Snow-cone place was closed and we were really pissed.
+/- I got a call from Walmart for a job, I got an interview tomorrow at 11. I don't like the place but wish me luck for the job anyways.
+ Went to see the new Batman movie and there was a hot goth/punk chic that was checking me out.
++/- Movie tap ended up braking, but Nathan and I did end up coming outa there with some free movie passes though.

Today:
---I come home to find the house still trashed from the party Josh and Justin threw at my house. I was very pissed to come home to that.


So I guess it was an ok weekend. Nathan and I are going to use up those movie passes up this weekend for sure. Laters all.

Current mood: amused

Current music: Life Less Frighting - Rise Against

11:09PM

I have an interview at CVS tomorrow for the photo lab thingy there. Wish me luck!

1:52PM - Way too long....

It's been a ridiculously long time sence I've updated on this mother. So much as happend sence I've updated last, really to much to cover in one sitting. So I thinks I'm going to just start with what happend last night and start from there.

We ended up have a really cool little party/bbq at my house last night. (btw, Justin has moved in with us) Anthony and Jerry and Pookie came over later and we all had good time. Josh cooked up some really awesome bugers and we all put in money for drinks and had a blast. We were going to play dominoes but we couldn't find'em, but we did end up finding our old "Life" game. Let me tell you what now, "life" is really fun after a few drinks.

After everyone left I ended up getting online and I talked to somereally cool ppl on DA. I really need to post some new stuff on there. Oh well, untill next time.

Oh yeah, I'm trying to get a job at the studio in town so wish me luck.

Current mood: awake

Current music: Static X- I am

9:07PM - Happy St. Patricks!

Well, this is ending up to be a better spring break then I thought. I've been really busy.

Monday night Josh and I went over to Timson to hang out with Frank and his little brother Justin. We bought some water balloons and went terrorizing the neighborhoods there with our massive water balloon launcher.

Wednesday night I went to church and I ended up spending the night out there at the Stones house. We messed around with the potato gun and mostly stayed out in Johnathan's office looking for funny stuff on the web.

Tomorrow we're all going to Tyler to show off our mbx skills...well David is anyways, cuz he's such a hoss at x-sports and such. I'll do my best but I think I'll be mostly taking pics of the people who know what their doing. Be sure to see the band this weekend in Tyler and Killgore.

Happy St. Paricks everyone!

Current mood: excited

Current music: Never Learn - MXPX

2:30PM

So I'm in the middle of spring break and board as hell. I don't really have the money to spend anymore after the whole ticket thing. So yeah, if anybody wants to do something just let me know.

Current mood: bored

Current music: Seperation of church and skate - NOFX

2:02PM

I'm so not a nerd. ;P

8:11PM

This has been one of those days where you hate life, and cops... Anyone wanta help me pay for a ticket?

Current mood: pissed off

10:00PM

I got bored....soooo I thought I'd just throw up a little survey thing here.




A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.

6:12PM - Happy St. Valentines Day!

"HAPPY ST. VALENTINES DAY"!" (hug), if I didn't see you.

I think this was one of the better Valentines I've had. I got a lot of "happy V-day"'s and a little card from someone. I remember that last year freaking rocked though. There were kisses all over the place. hm.....but moving on.

I gave Charity this little poem I wrote for her. I hope she's likes it. I'm really considering asking her out this Wednesday when we go out for a movie. I do believe she likes me back so it would be a real big shocker if she rejected me. Wish me luck with that.





If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?
(Now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be)

Current mood: loved

Current music: New Found Glory - "I don't wanta know"

3:42PM

I've been having a real good day. Things have been just going so well. So what all did happen today so far...?

I got my hair cut.
Charity and I made a date for a late show on Friday.
Sreytha is going to Longview to get a piercing in a couple weeks and she asked me to go with.
Hmm... and I got about 4 comments on all the buttons on my new jacket.
And the sun came out for about 15 minutes too, which was nice.

I'm going to do some work on my truck in a little while. Replace fuel filter and add rainex and such. I think David and I are going to take some pictures around town after I get down with class. I can't wait until next month when I can buy my new camera.

And can I get Bio notes from this morning? I kinda missed class. County bridge washed out last night and I had to take the long way to school. I got pizza in the oven. Laters all.

Current mood: flirty

Current music: Tight - MSI